This year, Christmas was different. Pascoe had come early to avoid crowded trains so was with us before the new restrictions curbed our Christmas plans. The twins, however, were still in their flat, so we drove to Bermondsey and delivered gifts, food and decorations on the doorstep, but didn’t scoop them up and take them home despite the huge temptation which our parental instincts urged on us.
What can I say?
We admired the twins’ splendid Christmas dinner on Zoom and
were impressed that they had dressed for dinner. Turns out Christmas is much
more photogenic without us oldies.
It was a privilege to have Pascoe home. Our own Christmas centred on knee-depth mud
as we rambled with him over the Hertfordshire countryside every day.
And on Christmas Day, we had a very special encounter. The three of us had reached Nomansland Common
as the sun sank. At a time of year when
not many birds sing, we could hear a virtuoso performance from a song thrush, reminding
me of ‘The Darkling Thrush’, by Thomas Hardy (below). But although we stared at the tree, the bird
remained hidden. Eventually, I got out
my phone and played a recording of a song thrush. Immediately, our invisible entertainer
appeared and flew straight at us, only just stopping short of dive-bombing us.
We laughed with delight.
It may not have been an ideal Christmas, but once we started
to look, there was so much to appreciate.
For those of our friends, however, who have been ill over Christmas,
there has not been much fun and our thoughts are with you for a speedy
recovery.
The Darkling
Thrush
by Thomas Hardy
I leant upon a coppice gate
When
Frost was spectre-grey,
And Winter's dregs made desolate
The
weakening eye of day.
The tangled bine-stems scored the sky
Like
strings of broken lyres,
And all mankind that haunted nigh
Had
sought their household fires.
The land's sharp features seemed to be
The
Century's corpse outleant,
His crypt the cloudy canopy,
The
wind his death-lament.
The ancient pulse of germ and birth
Was
shrunken hard and dry,
And every spirit upon earth
Seemed
fervourless as I.
At once a voice arose among
The
bleak twigs overhead
In a full-hearted evensong
Of
joy illimited;
An aged thrush, frail, gaunt, and
small,
In
blast-beruffled plume,
Had chosen thus to fling his soul
Upon
the growing gloom.
So little cause for carolings
Of
such ecstatic sound
Was written on terrestrial things
Afar
or nigh around,
That I could think there trembled
through
His
happy good-night air
Some blessed Hope, whereof he knew
And
I was unaware.
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